The list of things I have forgotten~6

#11

I have forgotten how to treat every day
new.
Everything is routine.
Everything is a check on a list.
Until I can go home
and fall a little bit farther.

#12

I have forgotten how to stop
crying.

Every night
my heart aches
my eyes burn
and tears
soak my pillows.
I tremble silently.
I ache and suffer..

until I fall asleep.